I remember back then.
A phone in pieces on the floor,
silently begging to be acknowledged
but I stubbornly ignore its painful presence.
It's harder than I want it to be. It seems simple at first,
but simple things turn out to be less simple than we thought
Sometimes when I move the wrong way, pain shoots up my spine.
I've had plenty of that pain in my past, but it didn't hurt as much as this;
now the pain is more than I can bear alone, but luckily I don't have to be alone.
When my world fell his chest was the only solid thing to hold onto,
and it was enough for me. Not in spite of it, but because of it.
I walk down halls that smell like elementary school
and I am transported back to days years ago
When college was a probable possibility
and I didn't know what a crush was.
When gay still just meant happy,
and fathers were always right.
and fathers were always right.
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