I'm carrying on a perpetual lie concerning my beliefs, and like so many things, it's tearing me apart. I don't know why I thought this was a good idea. I thought I could do this, but I can't.
I'm a good liar, but lying doesn't come easily to me. I want to be open and honest, but right now it's too terrifying. I'm afraid of rejection, and this is rejection of the worst kind because I've already rejected a part of myself.
What will it do to me if they reject me too?
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